Now that the cat’s out of the bag

Well, your favorite poster *cough cough* has been getting himself into some trouble as of late.  Nothing extremely unusual or out of character, but this time, in a way I feel like I messed up (or is that because I got caught?)

Really, I don’t care what’s going on with me, it’s the other parties involved that I’m actually concerned for.  Basically, a girl and I had a little incident, and the girl had a boyfriend. Nothing too extreme, we just kinda kissed, right?

Truth is, I forgot she had a boyfriend, because she didn’t act like it.  My only objection to kissing her was that we weren’t dating.  But in case no one’s been paying attention, I haven’t been in many relationships since I moved here, mainly because they generally end up being filled with secrets, hiding stuff, etc.  and I’m not very into that, even though it’s the same thing if we’re not techincally dating.

So I kissed her anyways.  Wish I would have listened to that side of my mind.  That was about a week ago, now, you can call me a bad person for kissing someone’s girlfriend, I’m not the best person in the world I know that.  But I didn’t even remember they were dating.  So, yesterday, she tells him and he’s angry and wants to “hurt me”

I just don’t understand why, I didn’t do anything majorly wrong in my opinion.  It’s not like I kissed her just to make him angry, or to hurt him, or anything like that.

Are the things we do in life not about our intentions as opposed to whatever the crazy result may be? The only thing that bothers me about all of this is that he is bothered.  I admit, if I was in his position, I would be angry too.  Probably wouldn’t want to “hurt him” though.  I’d think that my girlfriend messed up.  and depending on the status of our relationship up to that point, I’d either forgive her or let her go.  It’d be different if the guy was like a best friend or family member or something, but no, it’s just a guy I happen to know and don’t even see regularly

Definitely not proud of what I did, but was it really wrong?  I mean, I’m sincerely sorry that he was emotionally hurt because of my irresponsibility,  but hey, what else can I do?  The most I can do is be sorry, perhaps be a little more responsible (but it’s life, people mess up sometimes.)

but if he ever tries to fight me, I’m not going to fight him.  Not over a girl in high school, no way in hell.

But hey, I like the girl, she’s cute, and she’s sweet.
Just sorta wish things didn’t happen quite the way they did.

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