It’s Been Such A Long Time….
My goodness, haven’t blogged in ages. It’s surprising I even know how to start. I guess maybe I should begin by saying I’ve missed it, I’ve missed you guys. Basically, I’ve been on an unannounced hiatus…for pretty pointless reasons.
I’ve wanted to blog like crazy for a good while now, there’s just been so much going on. But when I upgraded to the Flock 2.0 beta, ctrl+shift+b (the former blog editor shortcut) was also assigned as the bookmark organizer shortcut, so whenever I tried to press it it brought up the bookmark organizer….which really just annoyed the crap out of me, and I can hardly blog without using that shortcut…It’s just so natural nowadays
But tonight, with a bit of indirect inspiration from a certain little girl, I decided to quit being lazy and take the couple extra clicks. Especially since I’ve needed it. There has been a freaking lot going on, and honestly most of it is so far past that I can’t even fill you in.
I’ll give you a few highlights:
I’ve been well, I guess you could say seeing, the girl I just mentioned, and I’ve found that I like her noticeably more each day. It started out as a “hey, she’s kinda cool” type thing, and the progression since then has just been pretty….ferocious. (I like that word). But wow, I’m not really sure what to do about that, I’m honestly a little afraid, because it seems like she can be a bit of a heart breaker, but I trust her, she seems to care about me.
Which is more than I can say for some others, the difference between her and the other girls I’ve liked is she’s clearly willing to take chances and do whatever, she doesn’t act like she’s terrified or worried about anything. As a matter of fact, she pretty much encourages me to not worry and whatever. My only gripe is she technically has a boyfriend, but I’m trusting her when she says they’re going to stop being together.
I know, not very responsible of me, but hey, I heart her, she’s a great girl, and it seems like she’d do anything for me, and on top of that she’s actually really nice, and playful, and…she’s just really a lot of things I want, not perfect by any means…but I still think she’s up there, regardless of what anyone around me may think.
As long as she doesn’t do anything to hurt me, I’m more than happy 
then there is my current best friend, her boyfriend got upset towards me about something that happened months ago, he mentioned how he couldn’t trust me because of some of my more irresponsible moments. That one pissed me off, you guys missed all the Myron rage. It was epic. It was ferocious. It was like GRRRRR. If I was a wolf, I would have ripped out his freaking jugular…BUT I’m not a wolf, so yeah….
and her, hmmm….She’s been in and out of town (and my life?) all Summer, I saw her Monday though, and we hung out a bit so that was cool. She’s still trying to look out for me, make sure I’m happy
but I don’t think I’ll let him in
He wants discipline, discipline
Control over the way I live
He wants the best for me, old school philosophy
but I can’t turn my back on him
He’s a part of me, he’ll buy me anything
but I just need a friend”
Ah, Our Lady Peace, How I still lovest thee….
Basically, life’s been life…Not the greatest thing ever, not the worst, but I guess it’s been pretty damn good. I’m back at home with my family of friends, making plans for the future…band camp starts next week…..
But as of right now, my white brother and I are planning on moving into my garage some time in the distant near future, so hopefully that’ll work out because it could be fun.
Anyways, I’m going to start blogging again more, promise. I’ll quit being so lazy.
Haha, with love.
Myron.
P.S. //newgirl (as she will furtheron be called until future notice) told me about a previous relation she had today. Not too sure how I feel about that one. It’s a little weird….but entirely irrelevant, and I’m not going to freak about something irrelevant. It just makes me wonder…perhaps I’ll talk with her about it later. Either way, she’s a great girl, the past doesn’t matter as long as it stays behind….In this case anyways, I think. I’m thinking she has potential as being FANTASTIC in the future if neither one of us does anything to hurt the other, because she’s certainly already great now. Her positive qualities are pretty close to what I’ve been looking for
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