A day of reflection
Alright, I guess it’s probably been a couple days…Right now, it’s raining, I can here thunder, and I can see water drizzling down my window. I might go sit on the roof after I eat. The rain can be pretty wonderful sometimes. Especially since it’s so hot outside.
I don’t really have much to say, for once, I’m about speechless. Isn’t that amazing? I guess I’m starting to mentally get back in the groove of simplicity. I haven’t had any random tantrumy rants or whatever (that I can remember) because I’ve actually been happy, I have the greatest bunch of friends I have so far at any point in my life. I weeded out the ones that were more trouble than they were worth, and then I moved on and found some great ones.
I think that’s fantastic, I have people I can share my mind with, and not just feel entirely awkward or whatever. People who understand the general mechanics of my mind and think “Oh my gosh, Myron makes sense” and they view me as a real person. It’s kinda creepy because they’re starting to get a damn good feel of when I’m upset or something, and honestly I kinda like it.
That’s what friends are supposed to be. Most of the people I surround myself with as of late make me feel better about not only myself, but the world as a whole. I’m not so concerned about trying to make everyone in the world be good people and think intelligently the way I think I do.
I don’t feel alone, I feel like I’m surrounded by people who think on just as high of a level as I do, even if their thoughts and opinions aren’t quite the same as me. I know people who make sense, who care about other people, but understand things in life that I wish other people would understand.
I guess that’s why I used to blog, I just felt alone. I needed people, I needed the world. Is that strange? I still do need people, but not in such a sense of desperation. Now I understand that I can do you know, whatever. and I truly believe that things can change if you try. and I mean all things can change. As long as people are willing to think intelligently. and even if other people don’t, it doesn’t mean you should force yourself not to.
Hopefully you will see some more sensible, thought out posts in the near future. Or some stories or something, I don’t know. I’m feeling amazing. But not elated. Just kinda here. But happy 
I’ll be back here some time soon, haha probably next time I’m caught up by some crazy surge of emotion.
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